I had the most heart wrenching dream yesterday morning. I was at home on my bed cuddling with my dog lily, who passed away recently. What made it horrible was the fact that I was completely aware that it was a dream. My mom came in to the room in my dream, and I told her I had to soak up every moment with lily because I knew she was already gone (in real life). Needless to say, I was sobbing in the dream, and woke up sobbing. It was spooky how real the dream felt. I’ve been missing her so much, much more than I ever imagined I would. I knew she was old. But it’s so unreal to not have her in my world anymore.